something........

Some of the things(i won't say quotations as they r way beyond being crappy) that crossed my mind today(mind keeps wavering when there are less interesting things around)
1)The wonder that u r, let that wonder remain n let others wonder about ur wonder.
2)If the world comes 2 an end, maybe I'll be able to witness big bang(it sounds as if the gr8est party in the whole world).
3)Life would be gr8 had it not been for the cost of living involved.
4)Fighting the urge to succeed, I keep on failing and failing gives me the incentive to keep on fighting.
n 1 of my favorites(obviously by other people)
- With gr8 power comes gr8 responsibilities.
- Whoever saves 1 life, saves the world entire
Obviously there are others, but this late I m unable 2 recall n d brain has almost stopped functioning(figuratively).

i m confused........dont get angry

Maybe falling in love would be gr8. It will bring gr8 happiness and a new perspective to life. It would make me feel wanted and desired. Every1 around me is in relationship. It wont be as tough as I initially thought it to be. The feeling of togetherness, of being committed and having a gr8 dream of being 1. Life would take a completely different turn and it will open up new desires. I dont no there are 1000 thousand reasons not 2 be in a relationship for me but I still desire it. Maybe after joining XIMB i m surrounded by the loneliness here, the isolation and the stillness. I dont hav gr8 dreams just a simple life filled love , trust and happiness. When did my ambition die? Wow dats another unanswered question but after coming here I know one thing for sure, I dont want excess money. I want 2 live my life helping people. Maybe dats my calling. I wish these 2 yrs do help me in finding abt my real wishes and my future.There are so many things that I wish 2 no abt myself which I have not been able 2 find till now but one thing dat i no abt myself n dats keeps strengthening as time passes is my belief and trust in relationship n in particular friendship. Blood relationships are forced onto u n u never choose them but its frnds which u make urself n never regret. I may never no y I believe so much in frndship. Maybe I have d best frnds in d whole world n maybe XIMB is lonely coz I dont hav them rite now, rite here to help me find my unanswered questions. But I m ready 2 be at this place if after 2 yrs I can answer them. The freedom I hav here is immense but there is 1 less thing here n dat is being a better frnd. They dont teach that here. Its all short term relationships they talk abt(maybe not).But forgive me, I m feeling -ve abt this place rite now .

just like hell

Sometimes i remember the times that I have left behind and i feel myself reverberating the feelings I felt during that moment. It isin't nostalgia for me but something much more powerful. I feel maybe I left something behind so gr8 and that is never gonna happen again to me. All the feelings which i once had have left me .I m unable to feel the same happiness which I would have experienced had I been in my past. I think abt this and The beatles song 'yesterday' just passes my mind and i hum it. Somehow I want my past to fast forward to the present. Change is one thing I am unable to handle. The misery I feel sometime forces me to create unreal situations and my thoughts go astray. I walk down lanes of regret, of unquestioned decisions and untruthful ambitions and feel my life being snatched away from me. I am tired of living to someone else's expectations and I just want to be me.

life........

The theory of life, of living , of mystery and of death. We have them all. All the philosophers, all the economists and all the damn scientists. We have psychologists, psiachatrists and what not. There is a concept called living happily and sadly. This crap is full in books and in every other thing you set your eyes on. The wonder is for every1 to acknowledge for themselves rather than to read out from a book. What is true living? Is it not to find out for yourself what you truly desire, truly want and wish for. There is so much to be sought after, so much to be looked into and so much to life. Just close your eyes and look for yourself. The people who have succeeded are not the ones who have followed all the rules and did what was expected of them. Rather, they are the people who have kicked the rules aside and broken all normal /logical modes of thinking and made something majestic out of nothing. They had nothing to build for but they started the thinking. So what is the point in thinking and learning about the past that has occurred. Are we not living someone else’s dream if truth be told?

The magic that is............

This is one day i wont forget. It brought me great happiness and greater regret. When I started in the morning, I just thought about the project that needed to be kickstarted. When I returned, I could only think about the faces and the thousand unanswered questions.It is so amazing that another human being can bring about so many of your memories. You can see your own life in an unknown person; all the mistakes you did and all the things you could have done to make it better. The best thing is learning to unlearn the past and make way for a better future. I know I am not good in many things but i know I have that one quality that is unique in me an I am going to find it. I will never forget this day coz the day brought me to my senses and my duties. I have to succeed in making my wrongs right. Will I be able to do it?

love it is.............

love is the thread that never breaks.
love is the song that never bores.
love is the flower that never withers.
love is the silver lining of the darkest clouds.
love is being apart but still together.
love is living the best moments together.
love is not mine or his but ours.
love is having 2 minds but 1 heart.
love is knowing she'll be waiting whatever the result of the interview.
love is knowing what he'll say but still asking.
love is sacrificing your day with the friends just to be with his knowing that he would do the same.
love is waiting for his call when you know he is in a meeting.
love is making his best dish and listening about his day.
love is supporting him and making him braver.
love is when he kisses you and you reciprocate by giving him a little extra something.
love is when you open your eyes and see the gift and behave as if you never opened it.
love is looking into his eyes and lying so that he wont get hurt.
love is reading a love story and telling him about it.
love is knowing that the worst will come but u ll be able to face it if u have him.
love is just being yourself, no matter how bad it is in front of him.
love is seeing him with someone else and still smiling.
love is waiting for him forever.
love is never looking for a reason to look at him.
love is just going to him and hug him
love is thanking to god for the wonderful gift that he is in your life.
love is lying in his arms and snoring loudly.
love is watching a movie and crying with him.
love is cooking the worst meal but trying, for him.
love is looking in the mirror and picturing him with you.
love is meeting his parents' and listening to her mom's criticism.
love is wanting him to forget his purse so that you can see him once more.
love is talking on the phone and not realising that it is morning.
love is knowing that he is an hour away.
love is telling him he is beautiful.
love is giving 1 more chance.
love is making him believe that he is the best.
love is writing a poem for him and never telling him.
love is sending him an anoymous note.
love is watching the moon with his face in mind.
love is staying awake and helping him complete his report.
love is knowing he'll come for u when the lights went off.
love is truly magical, u need 2 feel it 2 experience it.
love is thinking about a single memory over and over and smiling.
love is falling, knowing that he'll catch you.
love is leaving him, for his happiness.
love is feeling his pain but still maintaing a straight face.