Its been a while since we last met. Its been too long since we talked A thousand unspoken words A thousand broken promises Distances separated us immensely They brought forth the weaknesses  Which our relationship was too frail to handle We left each other long back Even when we use to hold hands Love was never there.. Laughter too feeble to be heard We were together but never in the same place Friendship was unable to sustain us N we got tired of the paths we use to foray Never meeting like d rail tracks we use to watch

Hmm... I don't know if yesterday was good or bad. It was different and i am not completely sure i liked it. I met someone unlike anyone else.... So very different from the kind of people i am friends with. He made me laugh like i use to.. When i use to be a little more innocent than i am today. I am sure i don't want to meet him again EVER. He made me question the life i am spending right now and i think i am not ready to face that reality today or anytime soon. He is the kind of guy i hope i could be like someday... Not caring what people really think and not pretending that we don't care but secretly we do. I felt scared yesterday and i don't want to feel that anytime again.

The unlivable...it so happens that sometimes u feel so much happiness that nothing seems to matter.. That moment is your greatest part... It seems to last forever... alas... It doesnt...the cruelty and the torture seems to start with no end in sight.being in love sucks and being out of love sucks even more.. Loving someone and not being loved back, hurting urself in ways and disgracing a part of you, not even feeling ur worth, self depracating in every possible way..asking urself why u did it and why u keep doing it .. But always staring into a void of darkness...that unspeakable truth of sorts..that circle of neverending guilt and destruction.. Being the broken and fucked up person that you thought u will never be... Rather than the loved one u always wished to be..dis blabber of utmost regret just becoz he forgot to say gud night or bbye or even he missed me sometime... What has my life become and what has he made me?