The unlivable...it so happens that sometimes u feel so much happiness that nothing seems to matter.. That moment is your greatest part... It seems to last forever... alas... It doesnt...the cruelty and the torture seems to start with no end in sight.being in love sucks and being out of love sucks even more.. Loving someone and not being loved back, hurting urself in ways and disgracing a part of you, not even feeling ur worth, self depracating in every possible way..asking urself why u did it and why u keep doing it .. But always staring into a void of darkness...that unspeakable truth of sorts..that circle of neverending guilt and destruction.. Being the broken and fucked up person that you thought u will never be... Rather than the loved one u always wished to be..dis blabber of utmost regret just becoz he forgot to say gud night or bbye or even he missed me sometime... What has my life become and what has he made me?