He is going in another month. Dont no... How can i stop him. Dont know how to make him understand that i cant let him go. Dont know how to say that i need him... He is a habit... A addiction... Maybe a part of me.
Another month..... I can see him....feel him.... Hold him.....n den he will be gone for ever.... From this city.... Maybe from my life...
I can still feel his eyes on my face... His hands in mine....his protecting me.... But i cant remember when i came close to him. I cant remember when i start feeling his presence in my life...  he is gonna go n dere will b a gaping hole where he was.
I dont even know i love him.... He is d first guy i kissed...
he is d guy i hav let so close.
N he is so different dan d guy i wanted. He is so diff dan me. I know i hav to let him go.
Its just so difficult. N it sucks big time